I deserve to feel superior, not because I'm a narcissist, but because I have wasted my 20s for success instead of wasting for having fun.
I could have partied so much more instead of studying and learning things while so many people were partying all week during high-school .
I could have fucked so many girls during college instead of travelling for hours to meet bankers, financiers and family friends to network, and study all weekend.
I could have took different trips to Asia, Europe, America and Caribbeans to enjoy my summers instead of wasting it with stupid internships.
I could have enjoyed my middle 20s instead of chasing my boss, wasting all of my day at work, and paying for hookers because I had no time to have a stable relationship.
I could have partied like normal people instead of taking shit loads of drugs along with alcohol to not feel burnt out while partying.
我感觉应该比工作的人a corporate job. Instead of working 8 hours a day, enjoying my time with my family, protesting for socialism, waiting with excitement for a trip that I will take once year, waiting in line for hours to buy the new Iphone, having vanilla sex with random girls to feel happy, instead I have to work 8-12 hours, sometimes 7 days a week in my late 30s, and spend tens of thousands of dollars and do extreme things to feel happy and excited.
Use your money to help others too, don't be a useless douchebag. If you know a poor family, help them, and don't give a single cent to IOs.